Feeling Super Tired

I'm tired!!!!!My body aching!!!!Have been bz wif training...Not dat tough but still tiring...lol

I'm Confused....I'm In Dilemma

Y now? After 5wks den u come n find me... Wat do u expect me 2 do?? Accept u back aft wat u've done?? Do u noe how hurt i am???
Aaaarrggggggggggghhh.. Wat shud i do???

I Miz U But I Hate U

I'm washing my hands off u...Do wateva u want...I dun care wat u wanna do...Wat I noe, I gonna move on wif my life...









It's too late to apologise

My Latest Updates

Welllllll...I've abandoned my blog 4 such a long time...Juz not in a mood n LAZY 2 update...LOL...Now, I'm officially graduated from NYP...After stuck in NYP for 4yrs, finally i'm graduated...Den again, it's not a gd period 2 graduate actually...Very hard 2 get a job...N now i'm still job hunting...Really hope 2 get a job soon....As time goes by, I'm getting lazier n lazier...LOL

A Feeling Dat Cant Be Described

I'm Feeling Super Duper Happy...Juz Wanna Say Dat I Really Had A Great Time Wif U 2day....:)
I Think I'm Starting 2 Miz U.....

I'm Missing Them Badly

Abg, adeq wen wanna meet up?Mummy miz u guys so much...It has been 1 mth since i last saw u guys....

Lil Updates Of Me

Sori 4 being MIA...Been very2 bz til i got no time 2 update my blog....Lots of things has happened lately & it do affect my life a little...Wateva it is, everything's settled...

Wat's impt now i'm done wif my attachment....No more skool...YAHOOOOOOOO...N currently bz job hunting...I kinda miz IBM...Not ready 2 leave IBM...I miz da ppl there especially my fav boy...lol....

I gotta go actually..Will update soon...BZ..BZ...BZ....

HELLO 2009!!!!!!

After being MIA 4 so long, here i am again...Been very2 bz lately...Lots of things 2 settle..Time past pretty fast...It's already my 7th wk in IBM...5 more wks 2 go & gd bye IBM!!!!

Nothing much happen lately...As usual, my routine go werk in da mrng & come back home in da evening...By da time i reached home, i'm half dead...Wkends out wif my family...If not, will juz spend my day slping at home...

06/12/08

Went karaoke wif my buddies...I had a grt time wif them aft so long not meeting each other...As usual we're always 'kecoh'...Overall, we're still da bez singers...LOL...

25/12/08

Had christmas party at mami's house...She ordered turkey n cook some food 4 us...Her mee rebus was superb...POWER LA MAMI!!!!Wen mami & mama meet up, as usual they are so da 'kecorable'...Mami + Mama = 'KECORABLE'...LOL...Stay there da whole day...Meet up wif cuzins & nephews...It was so cool...& i'm looking 4ward 4 da upcoming event...18 more days 2 go...

31/12/08

New yr's eve was da bez...& again went out wif mami & family...As normal, we're da 'kecoh' type especially wen da fireworks was still ongoing...Aft da countdown, we had our dinner at Lau Pasat...We have 2 walk from da supreme court til Lau Pasat n aft dat walk back 2 Peninsular Plaza...It was tiring...Has been out from da house since mrng til midnite...But den it's ok...Most imptly, we enjoy ourselve dat day...

I'm lazy 2 upload da pics here...Well, can juz check it out at

http://mawarbiru87.multiply.com/photos/album/61/Karaoke_Wif_My_Buddies_061208_

http://mawarbiru87.multiply.com/photos/album/62/Christmas_Party_At_Mamis_House

http://mawarbiru87.multiply.com/photos/album/63/New_Years_Eve

PS: I Luv U Sis...Stay Strong Ok...

Day 12 Of IPP

Weyyyy peeps....I'M BACK!!!!!!!

I noe i've been missing 4 quite sometimes....I wanted 2 update my blog but i'm juz not in a mood 2 update it....LOL!!!!

Well,i've started my attachment @ IBM...It has been 2wks now....Job scope was quite ok...Quite relax...In fact,2 relax lh...Rite Mai????Sometimes i enjoyed relaxing da whole day but den if its like relaxing most of da time,making me feel SLLLLLEEEEEEEPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYY....But there's 1 thing i dun like abt being attached here...It's quite far....Arrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhh....Wake up early...Reach home late...So tiring seh...N furthermore,i'm not used 2 sleeping early...LOL!!!!!

I'm stuck now...I dunno wat else shud i type...HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Oh well,i'm looking 4ward for da PUBLIC HOLIDAY...Dun have 2 come 2 werk n futhermore it falls on a MONDAY!!!!!YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

Dis is Mai...My so called lesbo-ipp partner...LOL





Bie...I gonna miz u...Monday tk jmp..MF je aku ni...Kwang3

PS:- I'm Straight OK!!!!

Last Day Of FYPJ

It's my last day of FYPJ 2day...Still cant believe it dat dis is my last time blogging in dis lab...Time pass pretty fast huh...Finally,no more J2EE...Weeeeeeeee...
At 1st i was super happy but at da same time feel a lil sad 2 leave dis lab..Been here 4 abt 3mths...Dis is where i've learn a lot of stuff...I would miz slping in dis lab...Hehe..N da thing i gonna miz most was my partner, Yuki...She's such a grt partner..She's super frenly n she always feel da room wif her 'kecohness'...
Starting my attachment on mon at IBM..Wonder how's life gonna be there..N i already met someone in da same department as me...She's also da 'kecoh2' type..haha...ok lh tu...

Day 67 Of FYPJ

It's already day 67 of fypj now..It's da moment of STRESS now!!!!I can have my proj presentation anytime...N i haven even completed it....Arrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhh!!!!!

N now my home PC add on da STRESS...At 1st was my external hard disk..Now,my home PC giving me prob....Da window fails 2 start n i cant even format da PC....Wat da F***????Y muz it always happen wen i really need da PC badly??????

Day 58 Of FYPJ

I'm totally pissed off...My external hard disk corrupted...Lose all my files..Cant do my skool werk...Shud have save a back up in my pc...How stupid can i be...Arrrrrrrgh...No more mp3 files...No more pics...No more videos...No more games....Send my hard disk 2 a fren 2 recover my skool werk...I would rather lose all da other files rather den my skool werk...My skool werk is da most impt files 4 me now...Da others i can search 4 it again...But it's really such a waste..My mp3 files more den 1000 files...Arrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhh...

Now it's already day 58 of FYPJ...I'm left wif only 3wks 2 complete everything..OMG....J2EE is so damn difficult....I'm already stress wif my hard disk...N now dis stupid proj...Wen will all dis end?????

Day 45 Of FYPJ

It's already day 45 of my fypj n dat is damn fast...N now i'm left wif exactly 45 more days in skool...After dat,i'll be going 4 my attachment...Weee...I'm looking 4ward 4 dat..FYPJ is so damn bored....

Juz had my mid-term presentation yesterday.....Was suppose 2 present it 2 da Deputy Director (DD)...But wen we came in2 da room,our supervisor told us dat da DD cant make it...Pheew..Such a relief...

Da time past so quickly n now it's already 15th syawal...I'm lazy 2 upload da pics here...Quite a lot 2 upload...Can juz view it at http://mawarbiru87.multiply.com/photos/album/59/11th_Syawal...
Most of da pics are uploaded at my aunt's site...Her camera is much more better den my hp camera....
Nothing much 2 update actually coz my everyday life is still da same...My daily routine was 2 go skool n go home on da wkdays...So bored rite...Unlike last time,have someone 2 entertain me...Oh man..Life can be so bored at times....

Day 30 Of FYPJ

Wow...2day is da last day of ramadhan...Didnt expect it 2 pass dat fast...
Yey yey..2moro is hari raya...

It has been a mth i'm doing my fyp...N i still dun have much stuff 2 settle...Been coming 2 skool 2 do nothing....Totally damn bored...To fill up my time,i decided 2 edit some pics...

Day 18 Of FYPJ

I'm feeling super happy n excited 2day...4 da past 2.5wks i've been complaining i've got nothing 2 do..N now finally there's something 2 be done...At least i can keep myself bz rather den juz surfing da net wif restrictions...Can u juz imagine how boring it is til i dunno wat 2 surf...Might as well i slp at home rather den wasting my time in dis boring lab...N da worst part is dat we've 2 do a presentation fortnightly...I HATE PRESENTATIONS...IT S****S...

Day 11 Of FYPJ

Da school is so da merepek...I'm suppose 2 attend a seminar 2day n i'm not allowed 2 go juz bcoz i wear a sandal without a strap...Wat da F***...N rite now i'm all alone in my lab...They shud have say it yesterday dat whoever wearing slipper or sandal without strap are not allow 2 go 4 da seminar...I'm so freaking fedup seh...

Dis whole wk really got nothing 2 do...N dis is wat i did 4 da past 3 days including 2day....

Ni Muka Tgh Bingit

Day 8 Of FYPJ & Buka Wif My Beloved Ppls...Kakaka

2day i'm all alone..Both my grp members not ard...1 mc...da other has 2 attend a course...oh dear..wat am i suppose 2 do???I'm like a lone ranger 2day..hahaha...Ok2..Enuf of all dis nonsense...

I'm freaking tired...Thought of getting some rest,but den no chance...Can u ever imagine u're slping den suddenly someone karaoke early in da morning..crazy...buang tebiat agaknye...karaoke on fasting mth some more..Suare kalo sedap tkp jgk...kakaka...End up,i didnt manage 2 catch up wif my slp...In da afternoon went out 2 da library 2 do some research..But den i didnt get da book dat i want...Such a waste of time...While waiting 4 my bro,me n mama go jln2 kt Junction 8...So boring...In da evening,head 2 geylang area 2 meet up wif my beloved cuzzie(Mcm fhm je beloved cuzzie...kakaka) n family 2 buka same2...N cuzzie,we share da same table rite???(U noe i noe lh eh...)But den sat tu was raining...Very da diff nk jln2...After eating,1st stop was City Plaza...Cuzzie n her mami shopped 4 kuih raya...so da smangat gi2 loh...haha...After dat,go jln2 at da bazaar...After which at ard 12plus we go mkn again..Haha Huhu til abt 2plus...Den we head back home...So tiring seh...Reach home almost 4am n dat moment jgk lh i feel like i'm getting sick...End up wateva i ate,i vomit out...So da poor thing kn...As usual,bile meet up,kalo tk snap some pics tk sah...Kakaka..

On sun,went 2 my grandma house 2 buka 2gether-gether wif my uncles n aunties n cuzzies...Biaselh kn,dh lame tk jmp,mesti nk amik gmbr...Hehehe

Day 4 Of FYPJ

2day i reach skool super damn early....I came early juz 2 see my supervisor...I need 2 inform him regarding a stupid mistake dat i've done yesterday...Of all things, how can i 4get 2 sign out my attendance...Dat is a routine dat i've 2 do everyday,signing in n signing out of attendance...Oh dear,wat's happening 2 me????Keep 4getting things...Am i getting older????

Day 3 Of FYPJ

Where's da h*** is dis benedict dunnno wat...Suppose 2 have a presentation yesterday but he didnt show up...Wat are we suppose 2 do?????Are we suppose 2 come here juz 2 chat n surf da internet??????Gosh...All dat can be done at home!!!!!!!!I'm freaking bored & tired!!!!!!

Day 2 Of FYPJ

2day marks da 2nd day of my FYPJ...N yet i'm still wondering ard...Dunno wat 2 do yet...So far,i've only done some research on widgets for lotus connection...Wat da heck is dat thing??????Nvr heard of it b4....Later still having a small presentation...N there's more coming up on da coming days...OMG...I'm so sleepy n tired...i cant even open my eyes now...Dats it 4 now...Taking a short nap...;P